Lethargic

Life doesn't like me at all. It always weaves hate upon me - telling me doing good things ain't gonna do me no good. Telling me good things ain't gonna happen. Tonight I stumble as I watch mud get slinged off my face, stones get thrown on me - unknowingly, out of somewhere it hit me. Life keeps on taunting me, yet I know I shouldn't back down. I know should be strong no matter what. I know some are counting on me, I know they're hoping. Someday, somehow, time will come. We'll never know. I'll never know. My blog sounds crap. It yields emotions that others don't understand. It sounds nonsense. Until the last resilient hope Is frozen deep inside my bones And this broken fate has claimed me And my memories for its own Your name is pounding through my veins Can't you hear how it is sung? And I can taste you in my mouth Before the words escape my lungs And I'll whisper only once... - The Secret's in the Telling Dashboard Confessional