Borrowed time

As '06 bids goodbye we move forward to new things over the new horizon, it helps to think that the previous year wasn't so good as we had expected it - sure it makes a good motivation for us to double our efforts for the coming days. The previous year for me was very tough. It had me shaken, sometimes confused. But thankfully I was blessed to be standing still after the smoke has cleared out. Last year was more of "downs" that "ups" for me. It may prove less fruitful in someway but I see everything as a blessing. I learned that life always yields struggles - especially when you're on the side of truth and fair play. I guess I never still have been through it all but it was really tough. I almost lost focus but still at the end, He doesn't let me fall. I am so very thankful. I have made mistakes. I did a lot of failures. I overlooked things; even disregard those that warrants my attention. I may have uttered words which hurt others; I may have made the wrong decisions; gave the wrong advice; chose the wrong company; lived the wrong way. Still, I know all is not lost and I will make it a point that I will do better. I will give whats worth of this borrowed time.